by Lauren Marsh | Aug 6, 2014 | Eating Disorder Poems, Eating Disorders Help, Recovery Uncensored
My life is my canvas. I can create my life to be whatever it is that I want it to be. Right now it is sad. It is bittersweet. It is lonely. And I am okay with that. My pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses my understanding. (quote by...
by Lauren Marsh | Sep 25, 2013 | Eating Disorder Poems, Recovery Uncensored
Here is a poem I wrote when I was at my worst…rock bottom and feeling very depressed. It felt like the eating disorder was overcoming me and I was powerless to stop it. I was so lost, so sick and felt so alone… June 5, 2007 “Miserable going...
by Lauren Marsh | Sep 19, 2013 | Eating Disorder Poems, Recovery Uncensored
Enjoy this recently written poem. Sometimes I forget how awful it was being back in the eating disorder. It controlled me – I was a slave to it at my worst, and most people don’t understand what that’s like. This poem especially illustrates how...
by Lauren Marsh | Aug 23, 2012 | Eating Disorder Poems
You inspire me with your courage, your determination and your commitment to overcoming the eating disorder. Not only overcoming but believing and truly understanding what it means to be free. You inspire me because you don’t and won’t ever give up in your...
by Lauren Marsh | Jul 2, 2012 | Eating Disorder Poems, Eating Disorders Help
I’ve been lost for words lately. It’s been over a week since I’ve posted on the blog. I don’t know why I’ve been so “out there” Sometimes things happen in our lives and we go off course. We get off track and then we think,...
by Lauren Marsh | Jun 22, 2012 | Eating Disorder Poems, Eating Disorders Help, Recovery Uncensored
For me, the eating disorder behaviors were a distraction. I wasn’t happy. I didn’t feel fulfilled or content. I hated myself. I wanted to disappear and scream at the top of my lungs at the same time. I wanted things to change and things to stay the same at...
